It houses you

The louder they laughed the louder it did
these memories scream deep
and even now, it feels so hard
as it travels down ma throat,... i know its real.
i give you this moment.
you deserve it.
besides, what else can i do with it?
its already ruined.
you have damaged my getaway...
Witchita will never be thesame.
I miss you so much!
even the harsh moments just werent strong enough to jolt me back into the present; then.
i needed a reality check.
the truth is
you werent there.
you are not here.
neither will you ever be here.
its been weeks
and i love Witchita
but will do everything to keep it in the past.
its been weeks
and i love Witchita
but can never ever want you back
yet, i cry.
Witchita is gone to me
your scent rooms in it
your face plastered in the haunted houses...
i heard your voice in the crowds
and saw your footprints in the snow
i saw the time you slipped
and the times i got angry
"how could you wear such thin leather jacket? You're going to freeze!"
i must be going crazy.
winter is gone. so is the doubt. so is our spot. along with you.
though summer is in
your memory remains vivid
remember the pictures we took?

wow.
You took Witchita away from me.