Somebody, please shoot me!

If ever,
my brain gets infected
i get some sort of dementia
i smoke and fall deep in to lala land
i get drunk and refuse to see
Please shoot me so i'd hop right out of ma dreams.
This moment should never be forgotten
if i could bottle these feelings
they'd rot through the glass
and stain this world
regardless how evil it already is...
I should never forget how i feel
at this very moment; now.
i hope to never feel it ever again.
Who's got a gun?!
Whoever said love was sweet,
must have never experienced this.