My weekend away

been a while since my last entry.
ok, so this weekend, i went away for a day (overnight) to another city
went partying there with my good friend Nat
at the club, i saw a few familiar faces...
we didnt dance
we were just there, laughing at the funny looking people, admirng the amazing dancers, and drinkin up a storm (well... at least, i was)
we didnt dance
but we had fun

at the club, i got a text from TBS-
"i wanna do you"

i laughed and replied...
"i'm not in town"

he texted
"call me"

and then my battery died.

i spoke with NewYork... we plan to meet soon in some city... where neither one of us lived.
He'll book a place for us at the Hiltons...
we'll see if we ever do meet.
stay tuned

NewYork is 43

By the way, a lil update about NewYork
he called earlier today as he'd promised
i was at the doctors' when he did
we talked and talked, then i had to go
i told him i'd call him back but didnt get a chance to
he then sent me a text wishing me a good day

I spoke with Dimples about him at work
supposedly, him and Dimples' sister use to talk
which is kind of odd because the way he got to see my pic was ...

Dimples' sister was at his house,
Dimples sent some pics to her sister,
Dimples' sister opened the email with the pic from NY's computer
he saw the pic and said he wanted to fly me into NY to see him

I have seen the pic
and it looks NOTHIN like me
now i'm in a dillemma
i cant let the guy come here to meet that girl he saw
because although that girl was me
She doesnt look like the real me...
now what do i do?

Also i was disturbed that he was once talking to Dimples' sister
and didnt care enough to respect her by not asking Dimples to hook us up
that bothers me

ALSO... i hear hes actually about 43. i knew he had lied.
I wouldnt have cared about the age.
but the lie
the lie
lies
that i have issues with
how does a man who tells lies, get with Truth?

AND i hear hes a big spender on ladies...
hmmm......

and hes never been married.
neither has he had kids.
and hes loaded...

i really dont know if this'll go anywhere.

NewYork

I was busy cleaning up the dishes in the kitchen about an hour ago
when my phone rang.
it was Dimples.
she asked how my tongue was and i told her i hada fever earlier and i had a headache
she laughed at me and said "theres this guy that wants to talk to you and hes on the phone"
i failed to hear her. i didnt believe her
or maybe i thought she was kidding
i just continued talking about my swollen tongue
she repeated herself twice before i figured i'd better shut up

i said "are you kidding me? you couldnt tell me before?"
she laughed "i was talking to my sister in Newyork and her friend saw your picture and he said he wanted to talk to you... Ben? are you there?"
and then he replied.

"yes, i'm here, hi, you're so beautiful, whats your name?"
i thought... is he talking to me? i was a little nervous
"my name is Truth"
"hi Truth, I'm NewYork, nice to meet you"
"nice to meet you too... NewYork"

we talked for a while - all three of us
he is 35. no kids. never married. real estate agent. ex DJ. African American.
he asked if i had a child., we talked some more.
he made it known- he was madly in love with my pic.

i told him i didnt look like that everyday. and the pic was too nice to depict my true image. but he wouldnt hear me. he asked if he could send me a ticket to see him. He asked if he could come down to meet me. He asked if he could have my number and email address.
I replied yes to all.

He called me 30minutes later. we talked, but i dont believe smethings about him. He said he'll get his passport in a few days and come down to my country (where i live) and i'd have to pick him up at the airport. I said "sure".
as we were talking, TBS called. i put NewYork on hold as i lied to TBS that i was on the other line with my sister. i lied. he bought it. i got back on the phone with NewYork.
when i asked him to send me a pic, he said he'd have to get a scanner at work tomorrow to scan some pics and send me them. i asked if he could take one with his phone and send it to me... he first said he couldnt, then said he didnt want to because he didnt want to send a bed pic.
we concluded with him saying he will call me tomorrow, before AND after i finish work.

he sounds nice.
he sounds untrue
he sounds unreal

NewYork is a new man that just made my list.