Loving; this moment, here.
alone in a shed, with ma breaths ...can hear ma own beats
shower-fresh long ebonic legs strethched far above piles
yes piles.
piles piles and piles of money spent...
i once thought these were worth the price.
now i laugh as their time passes. Envogue- was vogue.
almost time to re-furnish.
closet empty with hangers waiting.
boxes packed full of what makes me me...
soon they'll be all gone...
they'll be all gone...
it'll be all gone.
loving this moment here.
knowing its only but a lil while then i gotta go.
4,3,2,1, GO!
loving this moment here, sniffin the memories in,
knowing how much i'll miss this space.
i was here, he was here, she was here.
we were here.
dinner nights, party nights, crying nights, trying nights...
nights when 3 made a wheel
and 2 made a brawl
nights when we tested faith
nights when faith almost did us in...
nights i couldnt get up,
nights i couldnt stay up...
i remember the night i almost lost it.
and the nights words became bytes...
little links and codes masked angers and frustrations
but masks are masks
they still existed.
i will miss the nights
where
you were there because you were meant to be.
i am not angry at you, nor me.
i have learnt to take it as it is.
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever miss what we were.
But do thank God for what we were.
far more though,
i will miss the love.
the first place i ever loved.
i dreamt you up before you came.
Consillium. I will miss my home.
3 comments:
first time here.... does this mean you're leaving? Nice blog btw...
so are you moving or what?
you girls are killing me with all these methaphoric posts
BTW
this is my second time reading it
so Its not like I don't try
nyeomi, no i'm still on blogville,not going anywhere anytime soon. But i'm moving... my old place is called Consillium... welcome to my blog
DOG... awww, you actually try. i'm so flattered... and yes, you got it right this time. i'm moving. you're getting better at this poetry thing sha
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