The Breakup Continues

I think hes going through shock
Hes finally single and like a baby born into a new world,
he is panicking
crying
hoping to get back to that familiar home he calls "baby"
I am not able to give him that
not because i dont want to be with someone
but because i know that that someone is either Not him,
or Not him-now

so instead of saing "yes",
i said "i'll think about it"
and when he asked if he could come over,
i said 'hell na"
and when he questioned it
i said
"because when we were together, the sex died, so i really dont know what you could be comin up to ma place for at 10pm at night!"
"because it sho as hell cant be the sex! that died long time!"

i agreed to have him over since he said he cooked
i definitely am a sucker for food
but then he couldnt come for another reason
and i knew in ma mind he'd passed up YET another great chance
tomorrow, i'll have someone else on my mind
and it wont be him.
ttyl