I deleted Lee's number

i felt like i had to
since he has never dialed my number
i was always the one to call him
and the last time i called him
about 10 minutes ago
he was smoking weed
which isnt exactly my thing
and worst of it all,
he said he was at a friend's house
and would have to call me back

but loneliness is a web
it clouds your judgement
and desperation is a drug
its hard not to succumb to its push
so as much as i'd like to meet someone new
I know i better not addict myself to
this new drug
named Lee.